by Tanja Kinnen

Before moving to Japan with my husband, I was working as a marketing manager in Luxembourg, my home country. I probably would have pursued that career path, if we had stayed. However, when we relocated to Tokyo through my husband’s company, I soon realized that finding a similar job might be difficult. A couple of months of applications and job interviews without success proved that I needed to become creative.

Being an active person and my professional career being important to me, I couldn’t imagine myself being a housewife or waiting for a perfect job to come around. Throughout the next two and a half years I switched jobs and activities a couple of times before finding my perfect fit.

I first started to work as a private English teacher, but after a few months switched to Berlitz and became a German and French teacher. I stayed on for a year, but realized that even though teaching was something I liked, it wouldn’t keep me satisfied for long. Thus I moved on to study Intercultural Communication at Waseda University.

Having five years of professional experience in my pocket, the studies turned out to be very theoretical with little application to the business side of things. At the same time, I found out that I was pregnant, and thus took a semester off to focus on our new family addition.

Three months into being a new mom, I heard that Mom in Balance Tokyo, a young startup that offers workouts, specifically designed for pregnant women, postpartum and beyond, was looking for a new owner. I felt immediately that this could be it – I got a good friend on board as my business partner and applied. We got selected and have now run the business for almost a year with as much enthusiasm as in the first hour.

Being an entrepreneur has its challenges, but it also offers a lot of flexibility, which is fantastic when you have a small child. You can adjust your schedule easier compared to working as an employee. However, it also means that you are never really “off” work and somehow you always think about the business. Still, with all the pros and cons, being an entrepreneur with Mom in Balance Tokyo is fun, fulfilling and it fills me with happiness – I feel that I have found my “thing” at last!

Looking back at my personal and professional journey in Tokyo, I realize that FEW has always been a part of it. I got involved with FEW quite shortly after my arrival in Tokyo when a friend told me about the association. I became a regular member in my first year and later served in the FEW Board of Directors for two years. After leaving the board, I am still a member of FEW and also a FEW Sponsor with our company.

The FEW community, with its members from all over the world and different personal and professional backgrounds, has been a huge inspiration along the way and a great resource for ideas, knowledge, and connections. FEW introduced me to a lot of women in similar positions, pursuing their careers and running their own businesses. I feel that the community supported me in daring to become an entrepreneur in a country that is far away from home. Most probably, this remains something I wouldn’t have done if I had stayed back home.

Women of FEW is a photo essay project that aims to share inspiring and powerful stories of our diverse Members through text and photos. This project is done in collaboration with our Sponsor, TopTia Photography. Are you and FEW Member and interested in sharing your story? Please contact our Sponsorship Director at sponsorship[at]fewjapan.com for more information.

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by Liz Noh

When people ask me what I do, I say, “Not much. Actually, I’m a former journalist, turned accidental housewife”. I’m embarrassed about it. Don’t get me wrong. I’m lucky that I don’t have to work, thanks to my wonderful husband. I’m grateful that I can live the life that most people dream of. But even so, it’s been a struggle for me.

It all happened about five years when my husband and I were living in Zurich, Switzerland. We had just gotten married. That’s when I became a trailing spouse and an accidental housewife.

The bright side was that we were together at last. We had been seeing each other for several years. But the last three years of our relationship, we were living oceans apart. But it was worth it. I’m very happy in my marriage. I love my husband dearly. He’s kind and sensitive, and he respects and supports me in whatever I want to do.

My greatest fear was that I could become lazy. I tried to keep busy.

Liz Noh

Living in Zurich was exciting. I got to explore a beautiful new city and country, meet new people and travel in Europe. The thrill lasted about a year. I became bored and frustrated. My husband traveled extensively for business and that made it worse for me.

With all due respect, I’m sure being a housewife is a noble profession. But if you don’t have kids to raise, how hard can it be? My husband always had clean clothes and our place was always clean. Even though I hate cooking, I made delicious and wholesome meals occasionally. I took care of all the household matters like paying the bills, keeping our bank accounts in order.

Yet, I had a lot of time on my hands. My greatest fear was that I could become lazy. I tried to keep busy. I learned about the history of Zurich and Switzerland. I took German lessons for a couple of months.

Then I took up knitting. That’s when I met other accidental housewives. We bonded in our common plight. Picture us at a Stitch and Bitch group, knitting and crocheting at Starbucks. Those women were younger than me, in the prime of their careers. Back in their home countries, they had professions — lawyer, pharmacist. One woman had a PhD in math. Another woman was an aviation lawyer and a former pilot in the U.S. Navy. Their lives changed too when they followed their husbands. It’s interesting that women still do that in this day and age.

It’s not easy to find work in Switzerland when you’re competing with Europeans who can speak several languages, including English. You can’t even work at McDonalds if you don’t know German, French or Italian.

I felt guilty that I wasn’t contributing to my marriage financially. I felt like a freeloader. So I tried to be the best housewife I could be. But I cringed when I had to write down “housewife” as my occupation on official forms.

Liz Noh

I became a knitting fiend. Each project was like a job. I made so many scarves, hats, shawls in the three years that I lived in Zurich that I can’t count. But it’s something that I enjoy doing. There’s something about creating things with your hands.

The irony is I should have been happy living the dream. Who wouldn’t, right? But I wasn’t. I struggled with the fact that I wasn’t making my own money. I’ve been working since I was 18 years old. I felt guilty that I wasn’t contributing to my marriage financially. I felt like a freeloader. So I tried to be the best housewife I could be. But I cringed when I had to write down “housewife” as my occupation on official forms. Occasionally, I would have meltdowns about it. And through it all, my husband has always been understanding and supportive.

It wasn’t exactly my dream to be a housewife. I come from a long line of strong women. My grandmother worked. My mother worked and retired with her own pension. My parents were hardworking immigrants. I was born in Seoul, South Korea, but my family moved to Canada when I was seven years old. I lived most of my life in Toronto. I’m Canadian of Korean origin.

I had a life before. I was a newspaper reporter and a magazine writer. I was a researcher and news producer at CBC, Canada’s public broadcaster. Some of the stories I produced have won awards. I attended G7 Summits as a journalist and as an academic analyst. I’ve been in press conferences with world leaders. I’ve worn army boots. That’s right, when I was in the army reserves in Canada. I lived abroad on my own.

One day in 2007, I left my job at the CBC and life as I knew it to seek a new life in Asia. My first marriage was long and miserable. I was so depressed and stressed out. I was tired of supporting a deadbeat, alcoholic spouse. Thank the gods, we didn’t have children. I finally left and never looked back. I call it my prison break. My only regret is that I had to leave my dogs, Mickey and Katie, a beagle and a collie.

Good things happen when you venture into the unknown. I made a new life for myself in Tokyo. I was an editor for NHK World, the English channel for Japan’s public broadcaster, and Kyodo News, a Japanese news service. I freelanced for Voice of America.

I made new friends. They were expatriate women like me, who came to Japan from far and wide in search of work and adventure. The yen was high and life was good. It was like the TV show, Sex and the City, Tokyo version. Well, sort of. Those were the days!

I also found the man of my dreams, my current husband. A Canadian and an American met in an Irish pub in Tokyo of all places! It really does happen when you’re not looking. It’s like the universe brought us together. That was almost 12 years ago and we’ve been together ever since.

One of the hard things about being an expat is saying good bye. It was bittersweet leaving Japan in 2012. Little did I know then that I would be back in Tokyo five years later as a trailing spouse.

It felt good to be back in my old stomping ground. Living in Tokyo the second time has been very different. I live in a nicer home than the little shoebox apartment that I lived in before. I could have gone back to my old jobs at NHK or Kyodo News. But why go back? No, this time, I’ve been doing things that I didn’t have the time to do when I worked. I took intensive Japanese classes. I started drawing again. I still knit. I reconnected with some old friends and made new ones.

Just as I’m getting settled, I have to move countries again. The life of a trailing spouse will take me to New York in April. I know. Poor me. Some people would die to live in New York. But there goes my plan of being a volunteer at the Olympics. It’ll be bittersweet leaving Japan again.

Through my struggles as an accidental housewife, I’ve learned an important lesson. Having the luxury of not having to work for a living, I’m more compassionate toward working people, especially the ones trying to eke out a living and supporting families. In the next chapter of my life in America, maybe I’ll reinvent myself as an activist for social justice and women’s rights. So the next time someone asks me what I do, I’ll say, “I’m in a transition period.” Or I could just say that I’m retired. That’ll do.

Women of FEW is a photo essay project that aims to share inspiring and powerful stories of our diverse Members through text and photos. This project is done in collaboration with our Sponsor, TopTia Photography. Are you and FEW Member and interested in sharing your story? Please contact our Sponsorship Director at sponsorship[at]fewjapan.com for more information.

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